Finally, I actually decided to update this blog. What I also wanted to do was to change the blog layout colour and the big picture up at the top. I made the new picture up there to suit how I'm feeling right now. At the moment, I'm not even sure if I like Sefton and all the people in it; and I mean ALL the people in it. Six or seven people may be okay or pretty likable, but I'm not so sure about the rest. I don't know how I'm going to live through Sefton...xD;;

My best friend has been acting weird these days...Weird as in becoming a bit like Catpoo!! *shivers*...Sorry Eddie, but it's true. Best friends tell each other the truth, right? And Eddie, when you said, "Who cares about what she thinks." I should say that I care about what she thinks. Not just her, but generally everyone...

Wilson's acting like a friend again. Hurrah! We talk a lot to eachother, I'd say, and I actually feel a bit better when I talk to him.

Saw little Vincent today at viet school. Actually, I see him every Saturday at viet school; but today, I actually recognised him. I sat behind him and kept poking him. It was funny - till he started playing with that gooie stuff that looked like snot.

Signed up for Taekwondo on Wednesday. After the first lesson, my entire body was aching but I still went for my second lesson yesterday. My legs are still in slight pain, but I'm living. It's fun and kind of hard. Whenever I do high kicks, I lose my balance. The uniform is kinda cool, though. Heh, I'm still a white belt...
 
At the moment, I feel as if I'm dead. Been listening to classical and the blues music all week. Inside, I'm just barely alive. School doesn't make it any better. Friends don't make it any better. Family doesn't make it any better. What should I do? I don't even know who I am anymore. My self-respect has been dropping increasingly. I'm sinking deeper into depression. I was finally able to talk to one of my good friends again, but the bad thing is, is that the reason why I hadn't talked to him for so long is because for all this time, he blocked me...I've lost all respect for all guys except one. I can't trust anyone anymore...I don't feel as if I can even trust my good friends anymore. Feeling so cold and insecure...Had an argument with a friend this morning - no biggie, he wasn't a close friend anyway. Lost all respect for him as well. What is one like me to do? With friends who don't even realise I'm there, I'm not sure if I can keep up with my group of friends...
 
This world is so painful...It hurts to step outside...

YAY my own blog xD xD xD

Anyway, omg...The english test was alot easier than I thought! But I TOTALLY forgot EVERYTHING that happened today besides the tests. I finished the english test about 20 minutes before the test was officially over xD After the test, everyone was like 'How many words was your account?? Mine was blah blah blah.' and Alexis at first got 291!! Well, I THINK it was 291...But I didn't even realise there was a limit so I didn't count or check or anything ;_; OMG..What if I went over the limit and got a 0?! AHHHH...SHET...Oh well it's only year 7...>.<;;;; But I wrote exactly one page...I took up all the lines along with lots of pen scribbles and shet so hopefully I got within the word limit xD Soooooo easy, yet soooooooo boring =T Oh and I remember meeting this dude called Nigel today xD Is that how you spell it? N-I-G-L-K-D-F-H-F-L-K-J-G-S-K-L-G-H-S-G-H-S-G-H-S!! I can spell! YAAAY xD Casey..roflmao!!